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TUMBLR.

time to get serious.

- i really hate complaining to people, but I guess since this blog isn't a person and can't say anything back to my rant, it's okay. But that's what blogs are for right? venting..

I can't move. Plain and simple. My soreness has reached a whole new level. I waddle around when I walk, it takes me a good two minutes to walk up any stairs, and I don't even like sitting down anymore, it takes me a while to sit and get settled then all the pressure on my sore butt makes me want to scream and then getting up's just a whole other story. It's gotten ten times worse through out the day. Maybe it was stupid for me to go to conditioning and barely be able to do anything but other than weights with my arms. But I feel like a cry baby for complaining just about soreness. I mean it will be all gone in about a week or so and I'm going to look back on this blog and realize how stupid I sound but oh well. I only really know a deffinete three people who actually read my blog, so its all good.

On another note,
Me and my mom were discussing college today and it hit me. In about ten years you won't know anyone of your friends now, sure maybe the close ones but everything will be different. New people, new enviroment, a more mature you. So why is everyone dwelling on who thinks you're hot, worrying about if people like you, and trying to impress people. I'm one of the main ones, I worry myself over just the littlest things. but in reality none of that stuff is important. The teenage part of your life is so short to be unhappy. I know things may seem hard at times, but we all just have to move on. look ahead. be positive. We don't want to waste time being unhappy. We all go through rough patches at times, but all we can do is keep on moving. Seriously, were only a teenager once!


"don't worry, be happy."

p.s no one in the world ever gets every single thing that they want. we're all going to have to handle defeat sooner or later. everyone has rough spots in their life. no ones life is perfect.


this has got to be one of my most thoughtful blogs ever.

some things I've learned today,
-i REALLY need to improve on my grammar.
-Hn. Biology is going to be enjoyable.
-this semester is going to be hard.. but i'm excited for the challenge.





i'm sooooooo gay.

fieeerce,

I feel like I'm about to fall apart. I'm soooo sore, it's insane. Today was super good. I went to USC softball clinic and spent six hours working on defense and offense. <3 it was amazing, it made me realize that I really love softball. It's not something to do just because I have nothing else better to do, I truly love the sport. Anyyyywaysssssss, now Im just laying on my bed, waiting for the premiere of Skins. yay. I think it would be a good idea for me to get up and find my schedule for tomorrow, but I'm too lazy. So I assume tomorrow won't go too smoothly. Holy Sammy's being nice for once!...that's a little crazy. Yes, I am watching Jersey Shore. hahahaha. welllll. ok bye.







yaaaaa trick yaaa.

well, might as well.

-i mean, i have nothing better to do. and i'm really looking forward to the premiere of skins tomorrow!


When did you meet the last female you texted?

school.

Are you 100% over the last person you kissed?
i mean obviously not. haha.

Are you currently looking forward to anything?
tomorrow!

Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
yeah.

Have you ever kissed anyone within an hour of meeting them?
nope.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
yes.

Do you care too much/not at all/just enough?
geeze ideekay.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
i can.

Who was the last person you went out to eat with?
fam.

Your phone is ringing. Its an ex. What do you say?
hey.

Did anything brighten up your day today?
throwing. <3

What is one thing that is currently bothering you?
nuffin.

Do you want to cut your hair?
not really.

Would you rather have roommates or live alone?
hmmm.

Do you have any scars?
yeaah

Will you be in a relationship next month?
hopefully, haha.

Do you remember who you liked three months ago?
sure.

Has someone upset you in the past 48 hours?
umm not really

What are you freakishly obsessed with?
PENS.

What have you done today?
what haven't i done today is the question.

Who is the last person to irritate you?
geeze.

What is the last thing you did before bed last night?
texted Cody.

Is there someone who likes you?
wellll. yeah.

What makes you happy?
a lot of things.

Is your profile private?
facebook? yeah.

Do you trust people easily?
meow.

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
not too big.

Have you ever gotten in a car with people you just met?
sure have.

The next time you will leave the city you're in?
tomorrow.

Do you have feelings for anyone?
sho do.

Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
sho is.

First thing you do when you wake up in the morning?
checked my phone, and got some fruit loops.

Have you kissed someone this year that means a lot to you?
ya.

Who was the last person that left you a comment?
i don't know.

Where do you go when you need to just get away?
drive around.

Who was the last person to make fun of you?
tyler or cody.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
yes.

Do you ever wonder if the person standing next to you is a virgin or not?
hahahahahha.

Who do you go to for advice the most?
friends.

Can money buy happiness?
no, but it can buy a lot.

Do you think women should work or stay at home?
they should do whatever makes them happy.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
hugged.

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough, you'll get it?
i mean if you work for it hard enough, i guess.

What's something that can always make you feel better?
happy music.

Who is your ex dating/talking to?
i have no clue.

Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
nah shawtay.

Who were you on the phone with last?
mom. what a surprise.

What were you doing at 7:00 in the morning?
zzzzzz.

Who did you last wave to?
i don't know who the person was, haha.

Were you happier now or three (3) months ago?
now.

Are you one of those people who hate crying in front of others?
usually.

Last movie you watched?
social network.

Have you ever liked someone a lot older than you?
not that much older.

Would you kiss the last person you texted?
haha.

Have any interesting conversations lately?
everyday.

If your friends warn you about someone you like, do you listen?
yes.

Who did you last pinky promise with?
cody probably.

What do you do when you're having a bad day?
muuusic

Have you ever hung out with the last person you texted?
of course.

What are your plans for the weekend?
weekend is over

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
i don't really care.



longest survery in the world? i think so.


cliiiiick. <3

wellll-

so... umm bloging. don't really feel like doing this.


Well today was great. It was my dads birthday, Polly stopped by, and Cody came over. My dog was kinda going crazy earlier this morning because the boys left. As my dad would say he was going 'ape shit'. hahahaha. So I took him out on a walk in the cold, with my pajamas on... he better have been thankful. Anyways after that Polly came over and we just chilled. Then she left and Cody came over. Even though he was being stingy and wasn't letting me read the kiddie magizine, it was still good. (: Then my mom finally let me drive! I've gone like the past four days without driving because of the ice. But she still was freaking out. Oh and, Cody and I are now dating. yayyyy!

ha..

and once again. whatever.







-fjal;fjalfdlafjadl!

let the little things roll.

polly elizabeth hardin loves me.
annnnnd,

- bojangles.
- the joker.
- taking embarassing pictures of me.
- dancing in our cars.
- running around the house plaing men in black.. hehe.
- getting chicken wings at a pizza place....
- and being stupid. <3