time to get serious.

- i really hate complaining to people, but I guess since this blog isn't a person and can't say anything back to my rant, it's okay. But that's what blogs are for right? venting..

I can't move. Plain and simple. My soreness has reached a whole new level. I waddle around when I walk, it takes me a good two minutes to walk up any stairs, and I don't even like sitting down anymore, it takes me a while to sit and get settled then all the pressure on my sore butt makes me want to scream and then getting up's just a whole other story. It's gotten ten times worse through out the day. Maybe it was stupid for me to go to conditioning and barely be able to do anything but other than weights with my arms. But I feel like a cry baby for complaining just about soreness. I mean it will be all gone in about a week or so and I'm going to look back on this blog and realize how stupid I sound but oh well. I only really know a deffinete three people who actually read my blog, so its all good.

On another note,
Me and my mom were discussing college today and it hit me. In about ten years you won't know anyone of your friends now, sure maybe the close ones but everything will be different. New people, new enviroment, a more mature you. So why is everyone dwelling on who thinks you're hot, worrying about if people like you, and trying to impress people. I'm one of the main ones, I worry myself over just the littlest things. but in reality none of that stuff is important. The teenage part of your life is so short to be unhappy. I know things may seem hard at times, but we all just have to move on. look ahead. be positive. We don't want to waste time being unhappy. We all go through rough patches at times, but all we can do is keep on moving. Seriously, were only a teenager once!


"don't worry, be happy."

p.s no one in the world ever gets every single thing that they want. we're all going to have to handle defeat sooner or later. everyone has rough spots in their life. no ones life is perfect.


this has got to be one of my most thoughtful blogs ever.

some things I've learned today,
-i REALLY need to improve on my grammar.
-Hn. Biology is going to be enjoyable.
-this semester is going to be hard.. but i'm excited for the challenge.





i'm sooooooo gay.